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Sunday, January 6, 2013

Right here....

Dreams do not come true.....

I thought they did

But I was wrong!

So.... what now?

I am taking a step back....

way back.

My focus is not on dreams of the past,

Really not on dreams at all.

My focus is in putting one foot in front of the other,

of trying to moving forward,

or at least, of living in the present...

of not looking back with all the "what ifs"

nor are they in the "next time" gallery.

They reside in nothing more than the moment,

the right here, right now.

And for right here, right now

I say good bye to histoy....

May she rest in peace!


  1. oh dear...when i saw your name in my profile I was so excited. Not so much anymore.Thinking of you and wishing you all the best. L x

    1. Aw lil Thanks... Its all good! It is very difficult to keep us strong women down! We can handle pretty much anything... as we both know!

  2. I have read and seen your progress and it has been an inspiration for my own sub....I am sad that you have moved to a different step and I send you a hug from the heart :)

  3. Thank you... from the heart!

  4. there is another coming to you, and you will know him and all that went before will fade away. the light will shine on you and you will bask in the glow, warm, safe, and loved.

  5. I sure hope so! Thank you...