about meeting new "friends"...
And i wanted to say something there
but figured
if i did
it would turn into another blog....
So here is the "other" blog.
I have tried when meeting some of these men
to maintain a friendship.
But it doesn't work...
Especially when they read my blog,
And understand where things went wrong...
or didn't understand anything.
They think i am being unfair to them
they do not understand those things which i hold as integral...
They think things like a kiss
are just not that important.
I mean these are Dominant men,
and confidence is a trait i am most attracted to.
So i do tend to take things at a slower pace
than they would prefer.
i hold back a great deal
and put on my "tough" hat
"no you cannot control me"
before the face to face.
Every once in a while
one sneaks through the cracks
and i give up just a little.
But what kind of Dominant
would he be
if he didn't push for more.
And sometimes we don't even make it
to the face to face.
Because they do not understand
why i hold back.
And there are some who still
insist
there was something there,
when truly there was not.
i know what "it" feels like
to find the one....
And yes you do know it
with no doubts...
You feel it with every inch of your being...
And when i do "feel" it...
The face to face will be the beginning
and not the end.
