It can hold us tight in its grip.
It has the potential to change us, mold us to its liking.
For me, i try to resist most fears, or to face them head on...
Sometimes it works but sometimes it doesn't!
Spiders, snakes and apparently frogs....
Well, not much i can do about those fears!
But other ones, become fears because they are the unknown...
And those i tend to face!
I learn all i can in my attempt to confront them.
When MPH and i initially began speaking, it became quite clear that
breath control was something he rather enjoyed.
For me, i had no experience with it, so it became the unknown, a fear...
Part of this "letting go" is placing my trust in Him, trusting that he will not allow harm to come any where near His toy...
He began slowly....
Gripping my throat tightly, then release....
Then again, a bit longer, release...
The look on his face as he controlled what breath i took, or didn't take....
Yes he enjoys this....
It was obvious!
And with that look, the one that made his eyes sparkle, i felt no fear...
i surrendered my air to him...
his Dominance reinforced,
my submission intensified
The unknown confronted...
The fear, gone!
I have to say, I think this is kinda HOT.
ReplyDeleteNot to the point where my eyes bulge out of course, but a little grab and squeeze...
Pardon me while I go cool off!
:-P
It is amazing to me when we manage to overcome fear to things that ~ really ~ we "should" be afraid of. Things that could kill us. And somehow, we take this huge leap of faith, and refuse to be afraid.
ReplyDeleteAmazing. Powerful. And hot.
aisha
Thank you both! Yes this Letting go... really letting go, is in itself extremely powerful and extremely satisfying....
ReplyDeleteWell I have been away a while and what wonders you are experiencing.
ReplyDeleteBreath control..I love it and I'm with baby girl..HOT!
Cool water please Sir!
:) Lx