i try not to anticipate MPH, i think i have discovered that it is futile to attempt!
A very good thing most assuredly ...
Keeping me guessing is one way to keep my interest peaked!
Two days ago, as we were speaking on the phone....
(he was giving me masturbation instructions, telling me which plug i needed next)
i turned around to find him standing in my bedroom!
That sudden feeling of i am being watched, startling at first,
then elation!
Our earlier conversations, were all centered around the future,
the next step...
already my mind was in a place of missing him, needing to feel him near.
And there he was, standing behind me, ready to pounce his prey!
And pounce he did and spank, and bite, and fuck, and well you got it...
for hours...
until his lil slut was thoroughly reminded of what being owned truly entails!
He is really quite demanding of his slut
At times i feel i cannot give anymore, so he proceeds to take...
and take some more....
it is then that i realize how truly owned i am.
He can take all he needs or wants
any way he needs or wants
at any time he needs or wants...
It is his!
That is "this thing we do"...
It is not mine to possess, to control in any form or fashion!
It was before i met him...
But now, it belongs, i belong...
completely to him!
Just as it should be!
Sounds like you are finding your way back.
ReplyDeleteMaybe the little blimp was supposed to happen so you can get to the good bit!
Thanks baby girl! Maybe so...
ReplyDeleteThis sounds like a fantasy come true.
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