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Thursday, July 28, 2011


Last week i stumbled...

I looked at the path ahead, i got scared and jumped off!

i allowed myself to go to a place uninvited...

But the past few days he was here

Realigning our path, reinforcing our destination...

eliminating my apprehension.

Insuring no doubts, no unresolved feelings were hidden underneath the facade.

His commitment to us absolute!

He made that clear.

We are on track ...

The distraction minor in comparison...

He moved away from her last December

But left pieces of himself behind

Pieces... like old photos of his childhood, mementos of days past...

she refuses to let go of those things he holds close.

Denying him access.

He did try...

And i do so understand wanting those things.

Things which can never be replaced.

But his willingness to leave them with her, in lieu of us...

That speaks for him.

Of course neither of us wants that,

but the fact that the option is there in his mind

helps to ease my mind, my insecurities!

And if that path should become unclear again,

i need only to say so to him.

And he will do what he needs to do to keep us aligned.

It is trust in him, and in his commitment to us...

And i do!


  1. Glad you are back on track :)

  2. I'm very glad to see things are back on track. The most important thing here is the communication. We all get nervous and scared at one point or another. We can reach a point where it is too much and so we just jump ship. Yet, as you well know, that does nobody any good. You have to be able to talk about and rationally discuss your concerns. That is where trust and respect come into play. You have to be able to trust each other enough to be able to openly communicate. I'm happy to see things working out and wish you both the best.

    (Or maybe someone just needed a good spanking to knock their ass back in line. If that's the case, then good for him. LOL)


  3. Thank you SBF for the kind thoughts, i know who my friends are... Now DV on the other hand.... I think i see the sadist coming out in you... But as usual, you nailed it ...cough cough ... :)

  4. Thank you baby girl ... me too! : )