He is upset that i walked away without talking it over with him first.
I can't blame him for that.
he is right!
I did feel at the time,
that i talked about it for weeks leading up to it...
Like i was screaming it!
But a collar
it means not walking away...
it means talking and working it out
and if working it out is impossible
then he will take the collar off...
i understand this!
A collar means more than that...
it is a binding of two souls
into one....
It is not to be treated as an accessory...
a piece of glitz
to shine and sparkle in the light of day only
For even in the darkest of times,
the collar
and what it represents does not change...
The issue?
It will change, it will be gone, it is not forever!
a week, maybe two...
But the collar, it has no end, only a beginning
a new way
a new life
and i forgot that...
i took it for granted...
And for that i am sorry...
My collar is back
and never will i be the one to remove it again...
It sounds like everything worked out in the end.
ReplyDeleteHappy for you!
What doesn't pull them apart, makes them stronger. xx
ReplyDeleteGlad to hear you are back on track and moving forward with your future.
ReplyDeleteBig smiles!!!
It's good to hear you have your collar back.
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Thank you all... yes K you are right! Being apart, not speaking, not feeling his presence in my day to day, all subtle reminders ... of why we are here and what brought us to each other in the first place... i hope i never forget how that felt!
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