But it just isn't!
As i have mentioned in about 20 past blogs, patience and i, well we are polar opposites! It avoids me like the plaque! And apparently its absence in my life, has taken its toll on me!
And maybe, i honestly do not know, but just maybe, the past relationship
he was in was over. But, for me, it was not over enough!
I really have tried to be patient, to be tolerant, to push those "ugly" feelings to the side, unsuccessfully!
Two calls to Her in just a few hours, well that pushed the buttons, then the rush out the door in the morning, the final straw!
The pain of that moment was just too much...
And yes my heart is broken into a million little pieces!
But i know it is the right thing to do, to walk away, to let him figure it out!
If he comes back to me without her in his life, i will welcome him with open arms, but i can't "expect" it, i can't wait for it to sort itself out!
It is far too painful...
This man brought something very special to my life, and i can only hope he can figure it out!
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