He doesn't understand why it hurts...
or even that it does hurt!
He thinks i made a mistake
by giving up on us!
I certainly did not want to give up...
I thought he was it!
The One....
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But there is only room for one
and apparently he is a package deal!
He said yesterday
That he won't be back...
And that hurts....
The loss of hope!
But i can be strong
when pushed....
so i will push
and i will get through it...
And someday it will not hurt anymore!
But today it seems as if that "someday" is such a long way away...
I can feel your pain through the screen. Don't rush. Your heart will heal and move on when it's ready.
ReplyDeleteBut of course, right now sucks!
I am sorry you are so sad, you deserve better.
ReplyDeleteSending hugs to help take away some of the pain.
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I'm so sorry. SBF is absolutely correct--you deserve better.
ReplyDeleteI know it hurts now, but you did the right thing by sticking to your values. You know what you need and want. Don't ever settle.
I hate that it seems like he is not fighting harder for you. As great as things seemed to be for both of you, I would have thought he would have gone down with the ship trying to save it. I guess I gave him too much credit. We are all here if you need us, and I wish you the best.
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Thank you all!
ReplyDeleteTime for a break!
So sorry. Give your heart time to heal. Good luck in the future.
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