we just talk....
this time together,
its not about addressing the physical needs
It really is so far away from that
His joy at being there with His toy...
as he explored and prodded
was very apparent.
His eyes hid nothing...
as he viewed the marks he had left last week...
(Yes they are still there, quietly sinking back into the flesh they rose from)
he was seemingly bidding them farewell.
He understands my need to trust
and the fears that tend to accompany that need.
He held me in his arms and whispered all the words i so needed to hear...
insuring not only that i heard them, but that i held onto them, tightly, deep inside, as well.
And i did...
i felt his heart caress mine
and i knew i was safe
those ugly little fears...
they too were quietly slipping away...
and inside i was free...
free to let go...
to give all that i am inside to him to hold, to protect, to care for.
And that he did, just perfectly!
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