This "Him"....

ohhhhh Yes it is Tuesday....

And in just a few hours i will be there

with "Him"...

I have been writing this blog for basically 6 months now

and always when describing the "one" it was just a "Him"

Knowing those things that i was searching for in a "Him"

But never really knowing who that "Him" may be...

And although in my mind i have ideas of what that "Him"

would be like...

This "Him" is so much more...

Things like his scent....

i never thought about that

but his scent...

Drives me wild...

He writes to me a lot...

opening up his soul,

allowing me a view....

i had never considered the importance of that...

or the effect that would have on me.

i knew the "Him" would need to have a rather intense mind...

But this "Him" pushes that beyond.

But what really does it for me...

is how this "Him" makes me feel inside.

i always knew the significance of that

but really had no idea what it would actually feel like...

i knew what it felt like before...

but that was different...

a different him...

a different time...

a different me.

But today i know!

And it feels...

well

fucking awesome...