This search has been such a roller coaster ride....
Yes that aptly describes it....
At times its been completely thrilling.
my mind racing at the speed of sound
delighting in the many mind fucks...
Other times i am digging my nails in
hoping to not be hurt...
or to hurt anyone else.
And often when the ride stops
i climb out
dazed and dizzy...
And so many times
i just climb right back in
eager to ride again
with barely a chance to breath...
uncertain of the ride
but always with a sense of hope
that maybe this will be the ride
the one ride
that finally makes me feel
complete and content...
And treating each ride as a new adventure that is the spirit, Histoy. If you didn't get right back in to ride again you would never get where you want to be. Hugs
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