but what is difficult
is trying to comprehend
the meaning...
When we look at the things that appear to us
in our deep deep sleep
Is there a message?
the dream was this...
i woke up and he was standing over me,
a figure of a man...
all i could see were eyes
no mouth
no face
just eyes
and i felt fear...
then he pushed me over onto my stomach
but i didn't fight it
he had one hand over my mouth
and the other hand
held my hands tightly behind my back
as he straddled on top of me.
and all i remember
is him pulling my head back
with his hand that was over my mouth
and he was stretching my neck, my throat
and i couldn't breath...
and still i did not struggle
and when i woke
the fear i felt
was still within me...
i laid there for hours
waiting for the calm to return
contemplating what the message could be.
Even now, hours later
that fear...
is still present...
And the message?
i have not a clue...
Dreams are something else aren't they? I think sometimes the message is just too complicated for words. Simply allowing ourselves to feel that feeling when we wake up like you did, to make note of it, I think that's all there is to do. The ones that leave a scared feeling are intense. Then sometimes those nice ones come and wake us up to feel at one, at peace, etc. Wishing you one of them soon
ReplyDeletethank you K ~
ReplyDeleteA friend has suggested my lack of sex.. good sex.. is choking me and i think he may have a point there : )
But those other kind of dreams... yes they can fill us with an intense joy to last and last...