Its is so strange how difficult chemistry can be...
I so wish i could just say "poof" let there be chemistry...
But unfortunately, it is just so damn hard to find.
I met a really nice man, with a truly wonderful mind, and hoped upon hope that
just for that first moment i could "feel" the chemistry.
Everything else is so truly perfect,
but it just wasn't to be.
If only i knew that it would come with time,
but it doesn't.
So i am picking myself up, dusting myself off, and trudging forward.
He is out there somewhere....