finding balance...

In having absolutely nothing going on in my life right now i am left with an abundance of time. And in that empty time, my mind wanders! Now stop worrying, it is okay, really it is...

It allows me time to consider things from my past, the different scenarios that
have crossed my path in the past few months, and where or what could have been different or even better.

It helps me to define better what i need to do to get to the goal i am attempting to reach.

We learn from our past.

And typically those lessons are ones that have the greatest impact on us.

With experience, we have an awareness.

And there are times when this "school of hard knocks" that i seemingly attend each day, can be compared to a trip to the dentist for a root canal.

But i also know the power of "positive thinking" and although the difficulty in finding that "positive" amongst all the root canals can be a tad difficult, it is also, so very necessary.

So today is a day for the beach, a day to find balance, to re center my mind, to find the value in the lessons, and to put them behind me and move forward, one foot in front of the other.

It will be a very good day....