Almost perfect...

Its is so strange how difficult chemistry can be...

I so wish i could just say "poof" let there be chemistry...

But unfortunately, it is just so damn hard to find.

I met a really nice man, with a truly wonderful mind, and hoped upon hope that

just for that first moment i could "feel" the chemistry.

Everything else is so truly perfect,

but it just wasn't to be.

If only i knew that it would come with time,

but it doesn't.

So i am picking myself up, dusting myself off, and trudging forward.

He is out there somewhere....