seeking tingles....

It is impressive when they make things happen...

When they do not just sit back waiting...

Today is my day off...

and i am traveling.

two hours north....

and he is traveling 4 hours west...

It is just lunch.

But so necessary

that face to face.

i honestly do not have expectations...

i have been down this road too many times.

And it is not like a nilla meeting

where i know it really is not going to go anywhere...

we are on the same path,

wanting the same things...

so it is simply the chemistry test today.

It sounds so easy...

But anyone reading this knows

Simple and Easy it is not.

Especially when looking at a TPE relationship.

i will be looking "closer"

not so much at him

but how he makes me feel inside.

looking, hoping for those ever so rare tingles...

and if they are there...

i hope he goes home

and clears a closet...