As confusing and disappointing as it is, the music stopped.
Too many issues, i just can't get my head around.
It was seemingly very good, all the control aspects firmly in place, the just right mix of D/s....
But it is not enough.
Drama can be a difficult diversion. One i wish to avoid.
So for this lil girl, we are back to chasing butterflies...
Wish i could just say an emotional attachment is unimportant to me, but that is just not true, not at all.
I need that connection, it is absolutely vital to me to have it!
So i go on with the search, one foot in front of the other!