Not at all unlike most bloggers, i spend a great deal of time surfing through and reading other peoples blogs.
Considering their experiences, comparing them to my own.
This morning after visiting Sfp's my topic has changed.
I am absolutely delighted for her...
But that has not happened to me and i ask myself, is it me?
Then i roam over to Aisha's
And find this is more my CM experience.
This i am unfortunately, an expert at.
I begin a dialogue, and then within minutes or maybe a few hours, they are asserting their "Dominance"...
And i run...
They are left standing there saying "what did i do wrong? "
I feel like i could be any "submissive", and it would be the same words spewing from their keyboard.
I do not want to feel that way.
And maybe that is the "princess" in me that wants to feel unique or special, who is searching for that "unique or special Dominant".
Is that being realistic?
So i am taking a walk, stepping away, gathering my thoughts, off to chase butterflies once again.