Yes i know its really Thursday morning, but its really my Monday, my days off just flew by...
And tomorrow is the munch, something to look forward to! Although its a different crowd then it was back in the days i would attend often, every once in a while a familiar face appears, making me feel less uncomfortable!
Its been way too cold to hit the beach, so my mind is in a very odd place. Its not a good place, but not a bad place either. Its been an emotionally off balanced week. Many highs and a few lows, but it does not diminish the hope that i hold so very tightly each day. Maybe today will be the day our paths meet, maybe i will see his eyes from a crossed the room, and they will devour me. One needs to have hopes and dreams, or we become empty shells, just living life but not really feeling life. I want to feel, to feel his touch, to feel his control, to feel his pleasure within the deepest part of my soul. I need to feel ...
THAT .....
life!
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